Better when im worse

Im better when im worse, im not as empty as I am now. Smile come natural now but theyre still fake. Im gonna quit my meds when I leave out patient. They make me good I like being bad, I like when Im sad. I hate my life I wanna run away and never come back. I wish I could $h and no one try to change me. IM HAPPY WHICH I THOUGHT I WANTED BUT I HATE IT!! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT.

I DONT NEED HELP I NEED SOMEONE LIKE ME. SHARE MY VIEW OH DARLIN WONT YA