idk what to call that

dude I feel stupid as hell... I mean rn I'm very attached to Noelle Holiday so ofc when I'm attached to a character I go out of my way to make everything about this character and I don't usually get mad when I see someone else do the same thing about the same character but this time ??

 I don't know why but it does piss me off. I don't even know how to block people here so I have no choices but see all these other noelles acting like they're THE noelle and gooooddddd this is so stupid I know, I could ignore them and I DO, but I just want to know why it makes me so annoyed that it makes me feel like breaking stuff

Even more pitiful since even then, I know i'll never be noelle hagjfhkggn god damnit

i have no idea what category this should be but its about noelle so....