⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ The Last Time I Wore My Name

Hello Darling!

If you’ve found your way here, the maybe fate’s feeling a little bold tonight. This is just the beginning, stay close and I’ll show you the rest.

I present to you my alter ego! Please welcome home: Miss Vamp

I finally touched some white foundation, somewhat got a routine down for goth makeup.

Here's a cute back digital cam selfie with my recent makeup. You should check out some other looks. I wouldn't mind creating another blog dedicated to all of my documented looks (I've been committed for about two years)

I did this look for "18+ Goth Song Recommendation" reels. I have a playlist and such. Just the same outline as the music recs on the blog lolz.

I can't believe I'm going to say this but I'm a Findom now. Ex oomf called me “broke” for not buying Minecraft Java to play with him, blocked him and now I'm here. Spite from a dry joke- shame on me. Honestly, I don't know where to start. I'm still a rejected virgin, can't exactly slut shame someone who hasn't been kissed yet. I jive about this contradiction often. I'm twenty-one, going on twenty two in October. Scary. I can't believe it's been three years since the Fetish Goth Blog. I'm a recent University graduate with a lowkey Bachelor's in English (Art Minor). I remember using my research for a sociology project. Even took a human sexuality psychology online class during the winter. Frankly, I would use this site again just to write personal coded blogs about my (love) life here. Less formal than Substack, maybe to connect with the real heart of alternative users. I've become quite the story teller with my life, a little bit more creative. It lead me to become a sappy poet and bold enough to cast bonfire spells at the beach. Finding my name plastered on a bottle at a witch store.

Grew more comfortable with my actual name because of it and developed a specific vision for my lifestyle. I started wearing more modest clothes despite my interests, like a weird sexxed up librarian. Embraced glasses, still wearing black mini scalera eye contacts. Wearing strict purple attire or innovative faux leather combos. CHUNKY CHOKERS. Experimented more with makeup, continued with photoshoots with more outside/creative settings. Bold enough to climb on top of things or eat comfortably at public settings. Like crafting a princess cone, eating breakfast for dinner at an IHOP...during five midterms exams!

I'd like to think I've grown more "preformative" throughout the years, for my creativity. Not exactly for external validation but artistic satisfaction. My main motivation was to be a niche goth "influencer" like internet vampire gf. But if we were being truthful, this is just serving more of an outlet more than anything.

I genuinely meant it when I expressed enthusiasm for this alternative fashion. That's why I wrote that silly blog. Seeing the postive feedback really inspired me to "embody" the Fetish Goth Blog entirely. So I did, made an alter ego. It took years growing a small collection of fetish attire/gear. I have yet to wear them but I will have an excuse soon. 

Still considered a baby bat, barely going to local shows/clubs and such. I figured it would be a nice upate share with my first genuine audience and/or mutuals. I might tamper with this account, revamping the coding (see what I did there?). Anyways, regardless, it would be highly appreciated if you could check out the cool shit I've been doing during all this time. I understand if it's uncomfortable, sudden change and a little more direct in artistic nudes. Most of my platforms are SFW though!

SOCIALS (18+ MUTUALS/AUDIENCE IS ENCOURAGED, JUST WANNA BOOST ENGAGEMENTS) 

Little website with all of my socials (might work on it a bit more)

Instagram (MOST ACTIVE/PHOTOSHOOTS)

Twitter! (SPICY AND 18+ PLZ! MDNI)

Substack (poems, writing, blogs, spells??)

Tumblr (lowkey wish I was tumblr famous but idkk)

Regardless, I appreciate the patience and support on this account. Everytime I log onto this neglected site of mine, I like to lurk on my blog's comment section. I just wanted to open the door way to navigate this energy towards my vampire fetish goth persona. Peace and love for anyone that digs this update. Let your body talk and listen to your heart, don't be afraid to misbehave!

Miss Vamp Logging Off 

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