nervous about university

university starts soon! it's practically started already -- we've had orientation and had our pre-assigned mods given to us.. but we still have to bid for 1 (or 2) more mods, sign up for clubs and projects and stuff like that. it's crazy, i never really expected to be here. university always seemed this faraway place; a place removed from society, even realit itself. it's the connecting bridge between being a student, a child, and an adult. i guess people call us young adults even now. although i still have no clue what to do with my future, i don't even know how to pay tax or which savings account to open up. 

but i think above all, i'm excited. this is something that 13yr old me never would have expected to see to fruition. hell, not even 17 or 18yr old me could have seen this from such a close distance. i carry all the ages with me as i trudge on. excited for the unpaved way that lies ahead.

-u3k10v