Blogging is just a public diary right?

This is really just ranting from throughout today.

I don't even know if this is how a blog works. I never got to be around for MySpace, I struggle with understanding concepts that existed before I, espesially if it is something that I don't have major interest in. Perhaps I end up acidentally doing it right, perhaps I do it wrong, no matter what, it's me trying.

I can't believe that school starts soon, and I'm terrified of the new school year. I'm facing U.S. government, Texan government, and just general capitalism this year. I pray I'll be able to just enjoy my senior year. I can't mentally handle another year like sophmore year. I need life to seem normal from the outside. 

The Texas law on phones in schools is a genuine worry for me as I have undiagnosed medical issues because my adults refuse to care for the whole of my health. They only cared when I had my sophmore mental break did they take time to care for me. But that only lasted a year. I am scared of if my future even exists even more.