Going back to school for the FIRST time in FIVE YEARS

It's been like five to six years since I've last gone to school. Low key kinda anxious. It's like my impending doom, but I know I should make irl friends and at least go through that experience with people my age. But I still can't help but ask more about it

But what are teens my age even going to be like at school? Will the work be hard? I'm I going to fall behind? How will my grades look? Will I be able to keep up? I'm I secretly an idiot sandwich? Will the cafeterias smell really odd like how I remember?  

I've been studying and rushing to finish workbooks like crazy, afraid that I might not be at my grade level. Honestly, that might be the biggest thing I'm worried about lol, being behind.

But like, what if my legs BUCKLE in the hallway and I fall bad... or I stutter while reading... or I become like the kid in the back... or I get sick when there's an exam... I don't like thinking of those possibilities lol.

It's probably not going to be as bad as I think, but if it is, I'm gonna hope that overworking myself for these past few months and days to come was worth it :]

Also, anything or warnings I should know about, feel free to tell me. Advice is appreciated :]