currently watching every single marilyn manson concert ever on youtube

do you ever get it where you have two songs stuck in your head at once and they combine into a beautiful mess that sounds cooler than both original songs-

i have some song by mindless self indulgence and f@gg0t by korn at the same time and the electronic elements are mixing with korn's vocals in my mind and i'm gonna cry it sounds rlly good and i wish i had the ability to put my inner voices into some sort of recording device but unfortunately that technology isnt available yet because humans are stupid.

also why are we so fragile- its always confused me how after so much time of evolution we couldn't be a little harder to kill off. if you literally drink water the wrong way you can die- what kind of life is that

i love marilyn manson so much (the music not the artist although i do believe he is an intellegent wellspoken man). 

brooo why do the best artists have to have such terrible history and stories? now every time i tell someone i like marilyn manson i feel like they will view me differently and assume that i support his horrible actions if i don't clarify so then i go on a rampage oversharing about how i know about his allegations and the horrible stuff he's done and i don't like him as a person but i think he is knowledgable and credible in some aspects of being a decent wellspoken human being but the crap he did was horrible and i like his art and adore the music but do not like him as a human 

omg i swear i just repeated the same words in different ways like a thousand times. if you read all of that i appologize for wasting your time with my stupid asss rant

anywho have a beautiful day you adorably handsomely amazing human being

i love your nostril hairs and your pupis

-hayl3ybab3zzz