People love me

Im sobbing so hard,

I feel like shitz that have no idea of all this blessing and God's love.

I just move out to a country far away from home for college, i live alone without my family, none of my friends too. Actually i'm okay w this, like- i used to travel alone, im a lone wolf this far, i can face this world on my own, but.. uh.. i look back and i saw them all. My fams, my friends, my neighbour, relatives, they are supporting me and giving me things, advice, they mourn for me, they're cry the day i left. 

...Oh how i am loved in this place, im wanted, i am just their precious little baby and they have to let me go... and i just realize it.

How people love me and now i have to leave them for a noble purpose and I WILL NOT DISAPPOINT THEM. I have to focus on my study and i will come back to them oh my homies..((((