July 25, 2025

I was at your graduation today. I didn’t dared to say a word to you, even if I had to congratulate you. I thought about all the mean things I could say instead of congratulations. I didn’t even dared to look you in the eye.

I’m not completely mad at you or what you did. I felt humiliated, I’m not lying here. I gave you a chance (that i didn’t wanted to), and yeah I was dry and cold, but you got your shot and after weeks I was starting to take count of them. Just then you decided to drop out on me.

But there are more things to be sad in your graduation day, turtle. Like me almost crying on the stage or his short message. 

My favorite teacher is retiring, I will never get my diploma while he says my name again/at last. I was standing for hours and I would stand for more is he wants to talk. It makes me mad that my so called friends don’t get why would that make me cry.

I played a joke in my “friend” and got a short text in response. I fuck up and I’m a creep, thanks.

One of the so called friends didn’t sat next to me when my other so called friend left the space when mom came. I fucking hate him so much for that. Sometimes I think I’m gross.

But is your graduation day and soon you will be in college, where smart people that get an 9 in physics belong. Congratulations! at last, sweet turtle. I know I was second placed but I’m sorry you didn’t scored.

I know is already August but my livejournal is not working and forgot I could post it here.