First Blog / Diary

idk how to really write in one of these but i suppose ill get bettter over time, i think it would be nice to use this as a way to get my feeling and thoughts out without really bothering anyone almsot like a diary or journal entry, ill use this as a way to see how much i could type to see if yk id need to post more than one of these blogs, i think its pretty fun to write.. ANywho i start college in about  weeks and i think thats prety cool and since its during the fall ill be able to romanticize it yk, also i thought during this romanticization of school during the fall i was thinking about sorting to more physical media as i love it and i likie the feeling of having something that not ykwim. but i also love technology and want to have super awesome miodern stuff like the newest phone but also having like old phne as an aesthetic.. so i guess i dont really want an old phone but just for the aesthetic and thats okay, i also ust love lvoe lvoe customizing things i own. so far i thnk im doing pretty good but i want to do more, i want to nerd out again and get into my intrests, i tend to lean towards dark spooky horror stuff so i suppose ill stick with it even though i love other things like cutegore yk.. but its okay honestly i could js mix it all i love what i love and i think m IN love LLMAO.