Break up with my ex not yet

Hi 

Tomorrow I'm going to break up with my bf and I've cried like 4 times only today, I feel like the worst person of the world

He loves so much but in the past he hurt me a lot and I tried to forgive him, but I can't. We haven't argued for three months, but I feel like I don't love him like I used to. I decided break with him because of that.

I would like to continue with him and also, we have plans for the future and he told me that next year we would go on vacation alone, only he and me. But if I continue, he will suffer because I wont love him anymore.

He relays so much on me and he depends emotionally in me also.

I don't belive that i am gonna break out him yet.

I just want him to be happy

I feel very overwhelmed in this relationship, I just want to be calm.