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Ik it can sound stupid, since it's considered too young to think abt it, but it is something i cant help but think abt.
I'm turning 16 in a month, and honestly, i just envy how people my age and even YOUNGER have a love life, even the worst people have such good relationship?? God maybe there is something wrong w me and ik there is which is smth im working on, but it fr hurts so much, and im not talkin only in romance sense but like in everything.
like, ik life isn't fair, but i fr crave connections, but at this point i just feel unlovable.
and even in this generation finding someone to love is hard, either its a talking stage, situationship or cheating.
I've never been in a relationship, and ik im lwky still young ig, but the crave is eating me alive
and i don't understand why the hell as soon as i get interested in someone and talk w them, i just get ghosted, or like blocked for no reason, like literally the last guy i caught interest in here blocked me, and i swear i didn't even do anything to him.
I swear, i have shit luck fr
I just wanted to get it off my chest, would probably delete it later? sorry for sounding desperate o smth like that
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sand
Gosh this is too relatable. Are you me? I'm turning 16 in a month too and I'm craving some romantic attention as well. It's hard out here!
i think i am u in different fonts pookie, IM DYING OUT HERE
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meumeu
no because this is so real, like damn I love love don't get me wrong. I longed for connection, to love someone and to be loved. But for me, I hate talking stages and everything, like it's just look so inconsistent for me
, like Idk how much they can know about me and when things would break apart AND I ACTUALLY SCARED OF PEOPLE SO
(In this case, I'm the problem here). So when people come up to me and confessed or trying to get to know me, I take two stepback and run.
☝🏻like I don't want to play pull the ropes esp when talking stages, it's just so exhausting. BYEE—
i just wish someone just come to my life and be here for me without I'm getting scared they would leave.
sorry for rambling but I get you. There will be someone, sending lots of virtual hugss <33333
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omg so real, IM SENDING U MORE VIRTUAL HUGS AND KISSES!!
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MisterMark
It's normal to feel this way sometimes. I've been there too, believe me. But something I've learned over the years is that not everyone is going to give you a hand, have your back, or pick you up when you fall. Unfortunately, there are bad people who don't care about you.
But I also know that there will always, truly, ALWAYS, be someone who will hug you, lend a hand, and care about you. So don't give up! True friendship is found; you just have to know how to look for it!
tysm for ur words <3
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