Friends

Hey all, I'm in need of friends I can connect with, I had some pass away couple of months ago and it's been affecting my greatly. I can't form new bonds without wanting to break down because it feels like I'm replacing them, however I know I'm not. My wife tells me that it's valid to feel that way but I can't continuously cut people out of my life or avoid making friends, and I agree. I'm 22, so if anyone wants to be friends I would be so happy