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Okay so today i wanted to talk about somethings when u are annorexic/ experiment recovery/forced recovery. It's that my sister litteraly LOOSE WEIGHT when she's not suposed to, she's not sick and i know it...bit it make me so jealous, like i wanna eat less and less too, having more and more visible bones. So i act like i care about her and her heaths. FALSE, i only care about me, i need to be the leanth here, i don't wanna be the little pig who eat more than her discreet and unforgetable sis... Why am i so fucking annoying bro...why can't i have control. Life's so unfair like wdym that little bitch just decided to loose weight when i'm forced to gain gain and gain..

Anywas idk if u guys understood. If you've been trigger by reading this then i'm sorry.