palatable

i wish i didnt try to make myself so palatable, but despite that i still manage to. not entirely sure why, what am i doing all that for ? what i most think about when it comes to this topic is my best friend, she literally says whatevr is on her mind, no filter. i am secretly a massive freak, an absolutely pathetic pervert if you will. and she is too. we were playing mario kart together, we were loading into the bowsers castle map or something and i was sitting there thinking " wow which butch lesbian owns this sex chamber.... " and the thought was followed up by " ah,,,, i probably shouldnt say that outloud.. [shame] " but then immediately after i thought that my friend blurts out " woah !! BDSM lair, nice ! " SHES A FREAK,,, THE FUCK AM I SCARED ABOUT ONG, anyways, i was so caught of guard by her comment i lost the match (╥‸╥) 

anyways, happy late night thoughts !