First day without you

July 23rd, 2025

Well, I never thought this moment would come, but it seems it did—we broke up. I still can’t believe it. It broke my heart, and I still have that pain in my chest knowing that we’re no longer together. Today is the first day without you, and it felt so strange. Waking up without that message from you saying “good morning,” not knowing anything about you—it made the day feel completely different from the rest. Even though I was feeling down, I knew you were going to be okay with this decision.

It hurts. A lot. I couldn’t help but cry so much since the moment we ended things.

I know you don’t want to hurt me with your problems, but I’d rather suffer with you by my side than suffer alone, with no one to tell everything to, no one to ask for a hug from, or simply to understand me.

I really love you so much, and I don’t know how to handle all of this. For now, I feel awful. But part of me feels happy and at peace knowing that you’re going to be better this way.

I know we have different ways of loving, but in this short time, I felt like we were perfect together. I felt like we were inseparable, because we had each other.

I hope you're okay, wherever you are. I know you’ll be able to get through whatever problems you might face, because you’re a strong person who won’t let the bad things others might say get to you. I know you won’t listen to them, and you’ll rise stronger than ever. I believe in you, I trust you—please don’t let me down.

I miss you.

Mauri~