more about me

Since the about me section feels a bit clustered when you add more text, I will use this blog to add more info and to elaborate on what is already there.

Eagle attack

Me and two other friends had a project that involved a drone, for reasons it went rogue and we had to search for it until we stumbled in an open field with some trees where it probably fell, we went in different directions trying to find it. I kept walking until I passed by a tree with an eagle nest, I sensed something moving and it started flying after me, all I could do was run the fastest I could and cover my head with my hands. It gave up after some time until it found my two other friends and started chasing them instead in other direction while I watched from a distance. In the end no one was hurt, it only wanted to protect their nest, but seeing a Harpy eagle chasing you is a bit scary (google it, that thing is huge). Some guy found the drone later and gave it back to us the other day.

Agriculture and livestock

You could say I'm a farmer with years of experience, a cowboy even. I got a degree and certification that allows me to work with that if I choose to, I went to some sort of trade school about it and also used to deal with that besides school, like helping my best friend's grandpa with his farm. So now I know how to take care of chickens, cows, goats, pigs, sheeps, rabbits, crops in general, plus many other things and theoretical knowledge. I miss it a bit, my home doesn't have grass so I can't even do gardening anymore. Still I don't get people that will romanticize it, it's not an aesthetic and definitely not easy living, it's not so cottagecore when you have to work outside in the fields when it's 40º C outside or when a goat headbutts you.

French and languages

I'm a polyglot, but that's basically required for my graduation and it doesn't feel enough since I need French to even attempt a diplomat career, too bad Gabriel from the past thought German was cooler. Besides my native Portuguese, I also speak English, Spanish and German, I got some knowledge about other languages but won't mention it or say I speak it because I don't consider my level high enough. I joke that sometimes I wish my mom had sent me to a monastery so I could know Latin too but I don't think I would have much use for it besides reading the classics, larping as a roman or making a Faustian bargain. Guys I don't know how much more my brain can handle so I will just settle for 2 more (French and Italian), I swear. I need to delete some stuff in my mind so I can save space for more.

Cold hands

You thought the vampire part was a joke? I got circulation problems, the blood supply to my hands are reduced by some triggers (vasospasm) so I end up with very cold hands most of the time, even when it's hot outside. It feels amazing in summer though, my friends will ask me to put them in their face so they can cool down a bit, not so fun in winter because I always feel they are going to freeze at any moment. If you wanna make me happy just gift me gloves.

Miscellaneous

I have three beautiful best friends which I would do anything except replying to their messages, I don't wanna use their real names but the ones I'm using to refer to them got meanings, they are the Sea, the Rainbow and the Mist. Also I'm totally normal about the fact they are all going to move to another city/state soon and leave me here, not overreacting at all. In fact, I had four best friends, but it's for another blog.

I'm from Curitiba, Paraná, Brazil (You already know that if you have read my other blog). Born on October 14, 2002. People I share my birthday with: the old man from my local fruit store, @manozeppeli from my friend list, a woman that I used to live next door but moved, my best friend's old crush, Gabriel Bortoleto from F1 and I think that's everyone. I'm not telling my time of birth, I know what you are up to. I'm an INFJ-T, so you can assume my personality, I'm in fact an introvert but MBTIs are not real, silly.

I couldn't escape my family fate of being a teacher, I did it once, I don't wanna do it ever again. I was an English teacher in the most cultish language school I could find. I commited the mistake of telling one of my students that English lacked grammatical gender so they could understand better, a few days later his dad wanted to talk to me because he thought I was teaching genderless/woke stuff to his son. I wish I was joking.

My biggest fear is intimacy, I'm like an open book that you can know everything about until one day it will burst in flames and all that remains are ashes. When I was a kid my biggest one was marriage, hear me out, I felt so anxious thinking about having to find someone special, organizing a big ceremony with lots of people watching and then finally kiss the bride with all of them watching, little me was stressing. It still kinda is, I don't want anyone in my house.

I avoided military service thanks to the physician from my local football club, I'm so thankful to that man I couldn't make it without him. I kept dreading about it every day during my high school years, I'm quite athletic and healthy the only reason they didn't pick me was because I had a medical report. It doesn't matter if you are university or working, if they pick you must give it up and serve for 1 year.

I share my surname (one of them at least) with a serial killer, he technically changed it later in life when he migrated to another country but his birth one is the same as mine. I will leave it for you to find out, it shouldn't be too hard. People always find a way to misspell it too.

The fate of Brazilian democracy once lay (and soon enough possibly lie again) in my (cold) hands, they really trust a 21-year-old do all that. Election year is always chaotic. For things to run smooth there is always some overworked person (me) making sure nothing goes wrong. I was responsible for pretty much everything, like programming the voting machines, teaching people how to use them and making all the preparations necessary so people could just go there and vote. To be honest I quite enjoyed it but I'm also glad it's over.

I got an official letter and picture from the president himself.

My favorite animals are capybaras, frogs and cats, I love them so much. Please don't let me die without seeing the capybaras one last time.

I don't have any bad habits, unless you count caffeine but if you do you might as well consider whole South America addicted. I love coffee, milk and mate (yerba mate tea).

My favorite tree is the Araucaria angustifolia, I can see one from my window that was planted by my great-grandpa.

I used to bite other kids when I was younger, if you ever meet my mom she is gonna tell that I made 19 victims.

Spring is my favorite season, or maybe it's winter because I understand I deserve to suffer.

I have no enemies except for the mayor, he is my personal nemesis. It's not even one-sided though.

I always had an androgynous appearance and I always got misgendered a lot, not so much recently but it happened more often when I had longer hair (waist length) not long ago. It's so annoying when you are arguing with a friend and they answer with "whatever you say, I'm not discussing with a princess". I always thought people did on purpose but have you seen those "is it a metalhead with long hair or a woman videos"? yeah I can't tell either so it's all good. You have to get down with being a little weird if you are different, I feel like a transgressive cult classic, not everyone likes but I got my own niche audience I guess.

Most people assume my favorite color is black but it's definitely green, a second favorite is orange, followed by black, gray, and white.

I'm an only child, the bloodline ends with me.

Surprisingly, I've been a goth for a longer time than I've been a metalhead, it's been almost a decade I feel so old sometimes

My best features are my Spotify™ green eyes and the eye bags under them.

Somewhere in Google Maps I'm still 8 years old together with my grandma, weird enough I don't remember seeing the Google car in both occasions.

I can name all countries (territories too), capitals and their flags. This is not a big deal but some people find it impressive. I played too many map games for a long time so it's expected. I also collect flags.

I once found the control panel for the street lights in some area, I pressed the switch and the lights were turned off, I'm not sure if I just disabled it or something else happened, anyway it was enough for local newspaper to report it and how they would solve that. My mom still mentions it as a joke unaware it was me who did it. I hope they are hidden in a better place so no one will find it by accident.

The intro in my profile is from the game Hexen: Beyond Heretic.

I joined Spacehey on June 6, 2025.

I was class president twice, the first time I thought it would be cool (it wasn't), and the second one I was kinda forced because the other students voted for me despite me not being a candidate.  I was so fed up the first time and didn't want to do it again. I had to get someone to succeed me or else they would vote for me a third time.

Not an actual Visigoth except in spirit, but still joyless.

I failed my driver's test twice. Some guy was with me all these tries and failed them too until we both passed in the third one.

I rarely curse, I got other ways to be mean when necessary.

I'm Pinocchio from Lies of P in real life (totally true).

My record for staying awake was 38 hours.

I find very difficult to pick my favorites despite already listing some here, they also change a lot. For example, I always hope my favorite book is going to be the next one I read. I hate repetition that's why I rarely do things twice like rereading, listening to albums, watching, etc. I want to experience new things instead of sticking with the old ones.

My Chinese name is 梅嘉玉. It was given to me by my friend.

My blood type is B+.

That's all for now, I will update this when I remember other things.