(TW: vent, mentions of $u!c!de) I cant with this shit

I cant I fucking can't with this stupid ass website, a shit ton of my fucking blinkies and stamps aren't loading anymore, Trevorspace won't fucking work bc it keep making me connect, I won't be able to watch fucking youtube anymore bc this stupid AI shit, my rights are being taken away by the US I might as well just kill myself, I love earth, I love my family, my friends, my boyfriend, but I fucking can't with this shit anymore, I cant do shit online, I'm literally in a long distance relationship and shit I use to call my bf is starting to not work and fucking crash, if I lose him, I'm killing myself. I can't fucking do this shit anymore, nothing is fucking working anymore and it's frustrating as hell. I just want shit to work as it's supposed to, I'm not spending 100000000 fucking hours replacing and fixing my goddamn blinkies and hoping Trevorspace wil STOP MAKING ME FUCKING VERIFY I FUCKING HATE CLOUDFLARE IT DOESN'T FUCKING WORK STOP PUTTING IT ON YOUR GODDAMN WEBSITE AND JUST USE FUCKNG RECAPTCH AT LEAST THAT ANNOYING PIECE OF SHIT ACTUALLY FUCKING WORKS AND DOESN'T GET FUCKING STUCK ALL THE GODDAMN TIME.
I know I may be coming off as sensitive, trust me I fucking know, the amount of times I've been called sensitive in the last fucking week amazes me, only 1 more fucking reason to end my goddamn life. I swear to all that is holy and if there is a fucking god, if one more shitty thing that pisses me off happens, I'm taking a fucking knife an slitting my fucking wrist and throat.
This isnt the first goddamn time shit has stopped working, remember when our profiles started disappearing? If that's happening again, I' leaving this website and never coming back, you can kiss my "sensitive" ass goodbye.

I fucking hate everything<333

-CLOWN