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I'm like if a boy was a girl was a boy was a girl without a gender while also a boy (and a little bit of a girl) but not a man. never a man.

elaboration: I think the reason I don't feel connected too much to manhood is because I feel closer to neutral than to male, but closer to male than to female somehow. Like I definitely feel like neither male or female, but I feel disconnected from each in oddly different ways.

little scale I whipped up kinda(?) depicting how I feel about my gender...... sometimes lol

basically, if I'm a guy, I'm a very enby guy, and if I'm a gal, I'm also a very enby gal >-< ?

I feel like all of them at the same time, but also in a very neutral/lowkey way. I'm like... an unsaturated flavor of gender. Yeah, that's it. Unsaturated pangender I guess lol. Somewhere between agender and all of the genders.