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home alone

[homesick - remastered - the cure]

i was home alone most of the day. i enjoy not having my family around... sucks to be around conservatives. yuck.

being home alone is amazing. i can sing my heart out and practice for band practice without fearing someone judging me. 

screaming evanescence songs in the bathroom is the best... you should definitely try it. i feel just like amy lee.

i get to watch fall out boy lives on the tv without being judged. 

its insane how much we limit ourselves because of the fear of being perceived. no wonder anonymity is such a powerful tool. what do you mean i cant watch pete wentz writhe around on stage on the tv...

[pete wentz is the only reason we're famous - cobra starship]

gosh this playlist is so dumb on shuffle... going from the cure to cobra starship.

its crazy we make judgements of people in less than a second. like you can't even control that. 

on that note, how do people practice singing or like...

[the curse of curves - cute is what we aim for]

shit like fry screaming. i tried today and i was so scared my neighbours would think i was screaming for help or something. booooooo.

when i eventually move out, itll be the most blissful years of my life. unless i get into some sort of medical emergency nobody is going to be around to get me to the hospital or something.

lowkey thats my only fear living alone.

[the city is at war - cobra starship]

theres so many cool people. i see a gerard or gabe profile picture and their profile is awesome until i see their last active...

last active: 1 year ago

get back on spacehey... lets be friends... ur my twin... please...

i'm going to end up being on this website nearly everyday blogging. i want to atleast keep some sort of snapshot into my life to look back on.

[morning theft - jeff buckley]

this might be one of my favourites ever... jeff buckley ily

i also think it's a good song to go to sleep to...

goodnight.


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i can honestly understand how you feel pretty well. my parents aren't conservatives (thank fuck), but they'll judge people to hell and back. i think just enjoying and singing/screaming songs unfiltered anywhere is pretty fun, not held back by fears of "well what if i don't sound good?" or it being 'cringe.'
as someone who studied various types of extreme vocal styles (primarily false chords) i unfortunately still don't know how people figured out how to do vocal fry. i look for tutorials and instead i get "take my course that'll teach you how to do vocals!!!!!!!" when several other vocalists have just learned that shit in easier ways
honestly though. i'm glad i can do and understand false chords if anything (kinda. i haven't practiced in like a year maybe thanks to the aforementioned parents)
anyways. here's my kudos and needlessly long comment, you seem cool


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haha thanks :-) ur pretty cool!!!! i really do wish people were less judgemental, life would be great.

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