030825 - weather, j*bs, summer, birthday, friends...

hey yall. im so bored. ive got science homework to be doing but i can't be bothered. thats why im writing this blog! it's raining alot rn... the wind must be blowing a different way because the raindrops are hitting my window (which they usually dont) and they make a sound when they do. this sound is like the sound of the house settling, so when i get repeated sounds like that, i think my roof is gonna fall off or something...

the weather is so bipolar these days. i did some research on the noongar seasons and i wish we went by those because they make more sense and are a lot more fitting for the way australia's weather behaves. if you dont know what the noongar seasons are, they are the seasons australia's indigenous people had before the british came and introduced their system. it makes so much more sense because ive found winter doesnt really end until october, summer doesnt end until march, etc.. (atleast where i live anyway). right now is the season of djilba, which is basically a big mixture of sunny, rainy, clear, and windy days. that's a better description of what the weather is like now. every 5 minutes it alternates between heavily raining and the sun shining. between me talking about the rain hitting my window and now, the sun is shining again and the heavy rain vanished!

people have been talking about jobs more and more and im scared.. i sorta want a job but i feel like theres something holding me back. i want money but im scared a job would leave me not much free time, wouldnt pay me enough and i also refuse to believe that in this world in order to keep surviving we have to work for a company.. i dont like capitalism. school is making us do volunteer work which ive always been worried about. idk what to do! i want to do it with my friends but theres never a time where all of us are online at once to talk about it. 

i cant wait for summer! my friends wont ditch me like my old friend did last summer which is good.. im going to have a 0 mile summer! i linked up my digicam card to my computer and looked at my pictures. i also watched some videos from when i hung out with my friends. i love my friends. i hope we can be friends forever. this is the first time in a while ive had a friend group where i didnt feel left out or unliked. and this friend group is a trio! quite contrary to the stereotype of what a trio friend group is like :3. would you look at that, it's cloudy outside again. nature is weird.

my birthday is coming up and im mega excited but idk what to do for my birthday...should i go out to the shop? go bowling or to the arcade? have my friends over? not do anything at all? im not sure. i have a while to think about it though. dude, how is the sun shining again ALREADY? you never realise how quickly the weather shifts until you actually pay attention to it. i wish i lived in an actual town.. the shops and stuff closest to my house is too far away to walk. i also wish all my friends lived near eachother.. atleast in the same town.. it would be so fun. 

that's all i have to say now. i guess i will look at my homework now... bye!