hiii ( saturday, august 2nd, 2025)

hiii

well i guess i'm back >_<

it's been a v looonnnggg time 

like a whole two years

and a lot has happened...

so here's an update!!!

long story short: i'm a mama now :3

but i'm still and emo freak and alternative and all that 

also i'm single now :3

at the moment i'm just trying to make the best of my situation and enjoy/figure out my new life at my own pace since were both still so young... 

this summer i've been spending time with family, learning to drive, doing therapy, going to festivals and shows, enjoying nature and going out and about when i can and all of that good shtuff!!

aaannnddd here's the trauma dump version: i did end up going to college like i planned but i ended up dropping out, and the guy i was seeing got me pregnant at 18 but then that relationship ended up turning abusive!! aaand also this all happened when we were living with my mom who has had terminal cancer for the past 4 years and now she's recently been put on hospice  ;-;

alsooo i need to update my whole myspace when i have the time so here i go yayyy

Current Mood: i'm pretty numb :(: but oh well

Current Music: the boy who blocked his own shot  or anything by my loves in brand new <3