nails bitch

I'm really trying to focus on being a bitch these days. Like obviously while still abiding by the CDC guid lines of coarse lol.

It's the little things. Like I put on a new set of nails last night and I am adamantly committed to getting used to life with them. Like we really out here trying not to just rip these bitches off the second I have a panic attack that I can't text anyone as fast as I usually can. Like I cannot tell you how long it has taken me to get to this point in the blog post and how many times I wanted to give up lol. But bitch, if i can get good natn tying with a fucking set on, bitch, I can do anything! 

It really is the small things like I said. And fuck, if accomplishing something like ths is what gets my mental health to where I need it to be to actually go out be the adult I need to be and gofucking get on some fucking ADHD medication even though I hate going to the doctors and fucking go get my fucking wisdom teeth out that I've just casually been letting rip apart my skull for the last year and a half than let's get this shit popping sis.

That took so long to type, I have a lot of learning to do lol. <3