yaoi day!!!!

did you guys know that august 1st is yaoi day? happy yaoi day, everypony!

i think that its kind of a crime that i dont have a t4t emo boyfriend to make out with me for yaoi day, but oh well, maybe next year

honestly, the idea of relationships has always been kind of weird to me. it feels like everyone my age has had a boyfriend before, except for me. ive always been considered the weird kid though and i know that a lot of people dont really like me because of that, and it makes me kind of sad

but i mean, its not like i like anyone myself anyway, in fact, im cupioromantic! i like the idea of a relationship a lot more than actually being in a relationship. but it still makes me kind of sad. if im being honest, i dont think theres really anyone that ive truly had a crush on.

i think that if i got into a relationship with another guy, i wouldnt want to fo into it with the intention of being a couple, i would rather at least be friends first. i think that going into a relationship with the ultimate intention of becoming a couple would be too fast for me

i never know how to end these entries 

thank you for reading XD

byeeee