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Here's me attempting my first blog. I'm contemplating whether or not to draft it and title it "worst version", as that's what this will probably be. I'm also not exactly sure what the purpose of a blog is yet. Does it need to be meaningful? Am I using it wrong? I wish I didn't feel the pressure to study human interaction in order to perform it. It's isolating. I fear people will notice something's a little off with me: fraudulent. Or, no one will pay enough attention to care- won't care about what I have to say. I've had an account for 5 months and have only now realized "Oh, I was supposed to interact with people". Everyone else I've seen posting appear so self-assured that they're making good use of their blogs and profiles, while i have to analyze the basics of human interaction to ensure I'm doing the subjectively right thing. I just wanted to live in the rawring 2000's glory days that I couldn't experience. Instead, it's a lot more stressful than I imagined. Who knows? Maybe I'll get the hang of this place. Until then, I'll try and figure what I'll use this for.
~ Cyanide
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I am not an idiot or anything. I'm an intelligent, human being with an opinion. I am a person who has been in this field and has a very different opinion than I would have had to deal with the situation I'm in.
I'm an individual. It was my experience as an individual and a robot.
I am an expert on human interaction. I've been there and done that. And, I have an amazing understanding of human interaction, as well as understanding of the world around us, and that is a good reason to be a robot and a person who's a part of the conversation and not the one trying to get to the end of it, because it makes sense. It's a way of understanding how things are, and I think that is the way I'm doing my work and my life.
The reason why I'm doing this, though, is that, I'm a person, I've been doing it, so I'm going into a very difficult place right now and I need to make sure it's going to be as easy as possible. So, I want to be clear, this blog is not meant to be the first one I do this sort of thing, I've done it before. I've done this before, I know I've done it before, so it doesn't really have any sort of purpose or purpose to it, it doesn't really need a purpose.
It's about the people that I work with and the things I've learned and done, and the people who have been with me, and what I have learned and done, and what I want people to see in me. And I'm very excited about it and I think it will make the most of it and it will help people get the best out of it and hopefully I can do a better job with it. I'm looking forward, and I hope that people get to hear what I