you and i, / in space...

NOW PLAYING: Dai the Flu - Deftones

experiencing something between a caffeine crash and a high. it's like a comfortable kind of high, but it's totally backed by a sugar crash. it's weird, i could sit here and stare at my ceiling while i listen to music and nu metal forever.

i don't recommend trying to gun for something like this, i j ust got weird caffeine tolerances and i guess iced caramel coffee is something i'm not immune to. monster doesn't do anything anymore, red bull doesn't do anything, rockstar doesn't do anything but make me feel immensely sick, C4 works but only in the case of C4 ultimate (which, tastes naaastyy), nos doesn't do anything, and celcius only tastes good.

iced coffee? had me bouncing off the walls the first time i had it, the feeling dies a little more each time i drink it but it's okay. i don't think the undead are essentially supposed to bounce off the walls anyways unless they're rage virus zombies. i think i typically fit somewhere between a romero zombie and a return of the living dead zombie. sentient and oddly functional, but insatiable all the same. also punk for some reason. /satire

i feel like i'm moving in slow motion, save for my fingers working overtime as i type this and retype misspelt words and misplaced spaces and repeated words. 

"I could float here forever."

i could, reallg. *really

i don't know if it's a good idea to drink more coffee just so i crash a little harder and stay in this daze, but it sounds so fun. its soft, muddled hue allures me to take yet another sip of the watered down ambrosia that sits in a medium plastic cup. the bitter aftertaste settles at the back of my tongue and begs me to wash it away (even though it'll come right back to do it all again).

i don't think i should be allowed coffee if i don't need it to stay awake. makes me all weird and poetic. but i mean... carpe diem. or whatever that one guy said.