lowkey feeling like anakin rn

i see through the lies of the jedi and from my point of view the jedi are evil. it's so fucking ridiculous how that group that is basically a fucking psychological crowd and so so stupid and easy to manipulate can be so dumb. like "hey did you use my best friend for sex and manipulated her? no? alright then i believe you she was overreacting sorry to bother" can you be any more dumb? he lied. they lied. and you were my best friend! you were supposed to understand. you were supposed to love me you fucking asshole! no one believes me. no one cares about me. no one gives a shit that he abused me. he's the good guy because he's nice and he's blonde and everybody wanna fuck him so everything he does is excused by how much of a good person he is but he is not. and i'm so fucking tired of hearing it. he's manipulative and abusive and he's lying to all of you. still you refuse to believe me because i'm the bad guy and he's the good guy and just because he always says he's the fucking victim it doesn't mean he actually is a nice person but since i'm fucking mental because he drove me insane i'm the worst person in the world. if you're not with me, then you're my enemy. if you excuse what he did to me you deserve to fucking die. the way he held my head, how he covered my mouth, the look in his eyes. if you think that's he didn't do anything wrong you're fucking sick and i don't want you around me. i lost everyone because they refuse to believe me about this. i'm the fucking sith and they are the jedi. they are the good guys that believe that greek philosophy and kant invented the right way of thinking and they are so right to act like an abuse is something that can be judged by dead old white men that lived hundreds of years ago. so this is my final goodbye. i don't care about you anymore. if you're fighting for your principles by defending a fucking rapist then so fucking be it, i will fight for my philosophy that dead men don't rape and i don't have pity, not a single tear, for those who get joy from a woman's fear and neither from those who don't understand how sick they are. if you choose to ignore something like this, you're a part of if, and i'm out, for good.