18

I’m bad with words  

List of stuff im gonna do once my mom regrets everything and genuinely loves me or when I’m 18 

- repierce my eyebrow she forced me to take off because she’s scared of what others think

- tattoo 

- be happy

- date someone who’s gonna make me feel complete 

- not be seen as some evil person with no feelings just because I’m her eldest daughter and the only one who ever spoken up about anything 

- stop making up excuses for the way she treated me 

- turn my feelings into art

- dye my hair pink 

- not resort to sh 

- not cry when I see a mother and her baby daughter having a good day