NO LONGER SAD!!

 Yeah you heard me right. I just got paid this morning (it's currently 5.08 a.m. and I haven't sleep lol). It was just a random urge to check my banking app and to my surprise, the numbers increased!!! (づ￣ ³￣)づ Words can't describe how happy I am right now, but numbers can (• ᴗ <) definitely 1111/10 hehehehehehehe

Last night, I was deep in sorrow as I was thinking bout my life and wtf I am supposed to do with it. Lots of things happened, went to multiple stores to find physical j*bs yet none of them hit me up later. All of them just told me the same lie, "If anything, we'll contact you." and they never contacted me afterwards. I don't mind getting rejected bc that's just how it is. You applied to something, the two possible results will be rejection or acceptance. The so called in between "ghosting" just piss me off so bad. Just say You don't want me, it's not that hard... why do they have to make me wait for days, weeks, even months. I've applied to maybe 40+ j*bs and I have been rejected once. ONCE. The rest just straight up telling me to wait for their calls after I sent them my resume and went to their interviews. 

Anyways... getting paid for my online j*b healed me a little. I don't feel sad anymore. I felt excited for like few minutes then got tired. I haven't sleep since yesterday but the thoughts of spending money on things I like is keeping me up until now.

But...I am a lil bit afraid I'll spend it all at once today.. I meannn, I don't like being stingy to myself especially when it comes to food. Overspending on food is something I will never regret. Why? Well, happy tummy happy me :D. However,,,, I can't go to MR DIY (it's a store here in Malaysia), sometimes I can't contain myself from buying useless stuff there just bcz they look aesthetically pleasing to me. And the drug store kinda... Idk why but I lurvee lurvee buying skincare there although I knew I won't be using it anyway ( •᷄‎ࡇ•᷅ )

And ughhhh I wanna watch SUPERMANNNN. My beloved David Correnswet is waiting for me at the cinema HHAHAHAHA ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ I'll post an update later if I successfully being a wise consumer today or otherwise :)