apologizing.

im sorry. i wasnt myself ranting too much emotion yesterday. i was waiting for the moment for months. to meet my girl, and there it goes.. ruined like someone had picked off the lower piece of a lego set. i couldnt accept it properly. everyone except me is going, and i dont have anything to do at home other than playing games. here's a reworded rant. i have nothing else to do at home. i want to go to the community clean up so bad, only for my dad to say no. i'm heartbroken, six months of waiting for the day only to get no as an answer. i went through five stages of grief in one day. i dont like it when my long time plan is ruined over a small matter. thank you for reading and see you in the next blog.