EWWW

I HATE trying to make friends with guys (even tho I technically am one) especially since im trans they never see me as an actual guy and all they do is sexualize me. but if I find someone actually chill they either ghost me or they were just acting then they sexually harass me. like just today I was having a normal convo with a dude and it was chill till I got a notification that he sent me a message and the first thing I see when I open the notif is is dam dick im so pissed why are all the men that talk to me to disgusting 😭