I wanna experience luv w/ someone who understands me ( ´-｀)

Im not meant for casual loving. I want a cute gross corny relationship. I want to dance in the rain. I want to be able to have a shoulder to cry on when I'm in my most vulnerable moments and not be judged. I want to watch movies and cuddle. I wanna do stupid romantic stuff like going stargazing in the grass or woods late at night. I wanna frickin draw hearts on each other. I wanna blast our favorite songs in the car. I wanna bake together. I wanna hold hands. I wanna stare into each other's eyes. I want the little compliments. I want it allllll ((ヾ(≧皿≦ﾒ)ﾉ)) I wanna be loved without feeling like i'm the one who's begging for it. I want love like how its shown in the movies. But maybe thats why I'll never be loved.