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I hope someone can relate
I do not feel connected to my body. I feel like a soul, who is responsible for this girls body.
Not trying to be weird or different wtf
But it used to scare me a lot. Like there are times where I don’t know if I’m really existing. (Example: sometimes I look in the mirror and I feel like this isn’t really me. I don’t feel human)
Maybe I’m too connected to the place where my soul belongs, so I seek death.
This feeling makes me sick and feel like I’m crazy or insane.
I try to live with it, but Im going insane living with the thought that everyone else is too connected to this life.
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Kodeia
Sounds like depersonalization/derealization AKA DPDR. Maybe have a look into DPDR and see if it matches how you feel, if it does then please see a doc 🙏
thank you! I’ve already talked with an therapist online about it and it didn’t really help much but I’m looking forward to handle it myself !!
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Unfortunately most of those online therapist platforms are really bad :/ gotta see one in person imo but I know it's not that easy
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p1xel_bunnyy
OMG f exact same
But I feel it mor when I look at my hands and I have the impression of seeing them from far away , as if they were not mine ugh idk how to explain
Like there’s one soul in my body other than mine , and sometime I can see through it’s eyes and that scares me smmm
yeah i get that!!!! it’s honestly so annoying
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Trudie! ˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵
You may just be spirituality connected to a place or something! It sounds beautiful when read tho (^_^;)
i have no idea
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