a little bit about myself :)

hi guys!!

if you wanna be friends just add me and im happy to talk anytime :)

i think i might actually use this alot, like i have ALOT to talk about, as in just thoughts in general and you can read it if you feel like it haha. I think i might talk primarily about my school life and my tips for anyone who is doing or plans on doing six atar subjects and just like any general drama going on in my life but like obviously with different names. I think it would be interesting to share a bit of my life and thoughts and honestly i just love writing in general.

Some basic things about me. I love love love the colour teal (cyan, turqouise, whatever you wanna call it), my favourite show is "h2o just add water" and i love playing rhythm games like colourful stage or ensemble stars. Im sixteen as a write this and i live in australia :) i actually like love reading a bunch (even though sometimes i can never bring myself to read), i love writing and i love drawing. My favourite animal is probably dogs (I have 5), when i was younger it was horses but maybe that was just because i did horse riding for a few years. I also did ballet, tap dance, and acrobats when i was younger and violin and I'm currently doing figure skating (which i have and will stuck to finally hahaha).

In school im doing six atars (as mentioned earlier) physics, methods, applicaitons, chemistry, english, and history. I love chemisty with all my heart but i'd never do it as a career because of the lack of money unfortunately. BUT! i am working towards a career in astrophysics which im super passionate about. I love math, really, but its hard to stay motivated when im not the best in my class. Im in year 11, since i hadn't mentioned and im planning on studying abroad in europe (germany maybe) for university.

im actually hoping i dont forget about this site because i plan to use it often. like im actually in a period of my life right now where im trying to focus on myself and i think writing about my life will help a tonnnn!! also just cos ive had this massive crush on a guy for a long time and i KNOW for a fact he likes another girl (even though he gives me mixed signals sometimes) but honestly i dont know if i actually even like him anymore. like sure this guy takes up a bunch of my thoughts but honestly i think i just like the idea of him liking me (maybe thats because we're doing the exact same classes and career so i followed common interests) like i think i have pretty high standards, i've rejected 2 guys in the past 2 years which isnt much and they were super sweet but i just dont want to settle. I tell myself i like this guy but lowkey (in the nicest way possible and in an attempt to to get over him) hes chopped like... but hes super polite and smart and emotionally mature. okay no im gonna stop, like i actually need to get over him. i think i forget thats theres SO many other and way better guys out there and im actually failing like half my classes so i need to literally like fix my life. omgg, sorry for the rant lol!! i actually need to go study now again i have two tests on monday and a lab on wednesday :(