Lonely

I need friends. I dont have any real life friends. I lost my only friend in an argument two days ago because I have a different opinion than her, claiming that if you listen to Ozzy Osbourne you agree with cheating and killing cats (I dont like what he did but i still like him). She told me stuff that lowered my self-esteem, calling me "short blackie" (im very insecure with my height and aware of my looks, which are not the greatest) although im taller than her but she claims that "it'sdifferent for men, they should be tall" and many other disgusting things. Now i'm lonely, noone to go out with, noone to check up on me. Please, add me on insta @datboi.patrixk, i really need people to talk to and, hopefully, play games with. I mostly play DbD, Gta online, War Thunder, Roblox and Minecraft. And please, if you do add me, don't be the type that stops talking to me after a week. I'm introverted, dominant melancholic with phlegmatic tendencies, im very awkward so it might take a while to get used to talking to you.