Life Update 7/28/2025

Hey guys, I'm back its been a while, I've been out of town here and there this summer and came back to do a small update, even though I know I come on here time to time to post a bulletin and stuff like that lol, but I wanted to come on and just give a general update on my life currently.

SUMMER:

This summer has been vary boring, pretty much all summer has been doing family travel stuff and work, and my job is ok and all but some of my co-workers don't seem to like my that much, which I don't really know why and they say I don't talk much which might be why I guess? but I don't really care that much to be honest. I'm there to work and collect that check on go home. and I only have to be around them for a few hours so I guess that's a win. but over all work hasn't been that bad, I mean there is some rude people here and there but they always put my up front on the register, because they know that I'm really nice and won't be rude if someone is rude to me. but idk why people have the energy to be rude all the time, like no I can't change the price of something for you sir, so you either buy it or you leave???? but oh well lol.

SCHOOL:

School is coming up in about two weeks or two and a half or something like that, I don't wanna go but at the same time I really just have to power through it and make it to the end of the year agai, but I lowkey might be going solo this next year. I don't know if I said it on my last bulletin update, but at my friends movie night that was ORIGINALLY going to be a celebrate my birthday thing ( which I wasn't able to go to because I had to go to work) but they were at her house and they all started talking about my and not In a good way, like my ex girlfriend was there and started saying all this stuff about me, like I don't even know what " love bombing" is but apparently I was doing that??? Which idk why she went, the only reason that she got to go is because the other girl wouldn't come without her..... anyways I don't know why she is talking about my when she has a new boyfriend already, but good for her Im glad she is able to have fun with someone else. Ok so this is actually way off topic from school but I don't even know how I got to this point from school???????

RELATIONSHIPS:

Ok so now I'm the only single one in my friend circle, but can you even call it that? maybe triangle, I don't really have a lot of friends anymore, they all kinda used my for my car last year lol, and typing these out makes it sound like my middle school dairy lol, but its just me and 2 other friends that are really close I guess, and A has a boyfriend who doesn't like me lol but that's besides the point, but A dates often when she isn't dating someone she is finding someone to date, Idk how she does it but she does and I'm glad that makes her happy, but then there's V she never dates or flirts with people she just sticks to herself and does her own thing which I get that Im kind of the same way, she works all of the time and is just busy and I feel the same way often. so recently, well not recently today! A text me and says did you know V has a BOYFRIEND???? I was so shocked because V has never shown interest In ANYONE!!!!!!! like ever and I've know V for a loooonnnnngg time so I was so surprised shes always grossed out at the thought of dating so I don't understand?????? so she calls me because I wanted to know more about V's relationship and she tells me how she met through so and so cousin and he asked for her socials at her work because he is there all of the time, WHEN I TELL YOU I WAS SO SHOCKED??? and then she says they hung out later idk how much later but today was the later and I guess they were at V's house and she started making out with the guy and she said it all just kind of happened and now they are dating.... woah Chile I'm shocked but good for her, as they all say " it will happen when you least expect it" but oh well

as for me now I'm the only single one left, though I don't mind, part of me has FOMO and wants to find someone to love fast, and not be left out and be the only single one, but maybe its just my turn to be the only single one. and that's OK with me, it didn't end well last time anyways because people love to talk and say things about you behind your back. like idk I would say things to my ex like " I have a lot of love for you and wanna share it" thinking it was sweet, then she would screenshot something her friend would say mocking me and post it on her story thinking it was funny but that hurt my feelings lowkey because why is what I'm saying being told to your friends like we in a GROUP CHAT?? THIS ISNT A GROUP MESSAGE IT WAS FOR YOU but that's part of why I was not happy in that relationship, though she was super nice and was very cute, it just didn't work.

I guess that's all I got for y'all at the moment

Oh today I was sort of productive, I cleaned my whole back office and so its super clean and there's more room to do stuff, 

OHHHH I ALSO SO MY EX GIRLFRIEND AT WALMART TODAY I forgot to say that, but I saw her at checkout and acted like I didn't know she was there, and then I saw her car in the parking lot, I knew it was hers because it had hello kitty stuff all over it and I know her car lol

FINALLY that is all I have to update you guys on, hopefully I can get this music thing down soon because I wanna do more fun projects lolllll

SEE YALL LATER

goodnight its 12:04 am here

love you <3

-Alex