so tired

i don't know what to do. i feel like i'm sucked into this and i want to go home. I don't know if this anti-cult stuff is my alley but... i gotta stay. but my business isn't done. cass and victor are.... strange. i don't know if i trust them. but i trust ash, noir, and rita for some reason. i trust the swine sorcerer before i trust cass and victor. there has to be a way for them to expel these demons from them but they haven't shown any will to do that. 

what am i supposed to do? stay and follow the destiny laid before me by the Nornir or go home where it's safe and i'm surrounded by people i trust? 

i pray the gods give me guidance and protection. 

(DND/Roleplay post)