Im a loser

Im a loser,  in the world i am, nobody likes me, im so ugly, in high school everybody laughs at me for begin alone and with "no bitches" i can't fit in the popular table, not even in the nerds table, just have 4 friends, the worlds laughs at me, every girl i TRIED date, betrayed me and laughs of my face, get another dude better than me, and leaves, im a face only a mother loves. im not an incel, but dude, everbody calls me creepy, i just wanna fit in this world.