Summer Feels Like a Prison

Hi Spaceheyers (if that's even the right word),

I don't know if anyone is going to see this, relate to it, or even read it—but I'm going to write it anyway.

So, it's summer holiday right now. A time when we’re supposed to go out, enjoy life, hang out with friends, discover new places, meet new people... Just live a little, right? Especially after working hard all school year.

But no. That’s not what I’m doing.

I'm not seeing my friends. I’m literally going nowhere and doing nothing—not because I don’t want to, but because I can’t. Because of my family, and the country I live in.

I'm trying to be productive. I’m learning some coding, and I practice a few hobbies like drawing (even though I’m honestly not that good at it). But I really don’t like the situation I’m in right now. Most of the time, I’m just lying in bed with my phone, rotting.

I seriously hate this holiday. :(

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Detective

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same here, best of luck to u

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mari

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i relate to this so hard. i mean, ive started a band and all, but we usually meetup every other week. The rest of the time i spend vcing with people on roblox. I feel like i should be doing more but oh well.

ive been baking more often though so that's good. ive also started learning how to alter my own clothes. it just gets kinda ass after a while because i see all these people leaving their houses and going on massive adventures everyday. Like damn wish that was me

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