Acne

Sometimes when I look in the mirror right after I wake up my face looks clean because not enough blood circled to my face. The second I wash my face I turn red and disgusting, even if I try to do it very gentle not to irritate the skin. I thinks I need to start taking accutane, because this is diabolical, I've tried so many different treatments and they worked just for a short period of time, or they don't work at all. This shit has been going on for years and I'm exhausted, at one point I stopped caring and was sticking with washing my face in the morning and that was it.

I know this is just a teenage problem, I know that it will pass, it's just hard to live like this when everybody around you (my age mind you) don't have this problem. It's humiliating. There was a time when I couldn't even take pictures of myself because I was so disgusted with my face, but yeah, I know it'll pass.

I'm glad I have this blog, I can yap and yap and nobody will care.

I will get better, it's just a matter of time.