Briiing Baaaack Goooood Tiiiimes

Society is crumbling. 'Waaa waaa thats so dramatic' - WHATEVER let me bitch about it, coz ITS TRUE

People have become so insufferable, like, I yearn for a day when I get home and I don't have to complain about how cunty people were. I long for drives that I don't get back from with a sense of melancholic exhaustion because other drivers have 0 fucking courtesy and infinite amounts of entitlement.

Simply put; I am sick of going out into the world, and coming home miserable

The one place I truly feel at rest are at gigs and bars, mostly north/cityside. 

I'm sure I've crapped on about that at some point, but like- It's just so soul sucking that such a small portion of my day-to-day life is the only thing that isn't so miserable, obviously you cant be happy and super hyped 100% of the time and always be out but this just sucks.

To make things even sadder, I keep hearing about how hard it is to run these shrines of hope (live music venues, lol). People blow $300+ on some mid festival ticket where they're too coked or K'd up to even acknowledge the (usually shitty anyways) music, and then bitch about how inconvenient or hard or expensive it is to go to a fucking local show, which if not free is usually around $15-$20. People are so enthralled by whatever's micro-trending, and are so status driven that I honestly think it's part of what is killing us as a cohesive society. 

If I could get one message out to people that they'd take into consideration it would probably be:

GET OUT, SUPPORT LOCAL TALENT, MEET NEW PEOPLE AND BE OPEN MINDED

Something along those lines.

Where has our sense of decency, courtesy, and community gone? The saddest thing is that even those who aren't innately or outwardly like that eventually do become so because to be fair, why should they make the effort and be walked over when no one else gives a shit

"Lots to say, much to do, but people ain't got a cluuuuuue"

There's not much I can say without making this sound more whingey and I honestly don't have the energy right now. I probably will go all out one day, when I can get my thoughts in order and don't give a shit. 

All I can say is keep trying, keep being awesome, fuck the self absorbed majority.

Nia