i wanna go back.. more than anything

is this thing on? anyone still here?

if so, hello. i barely use this site anymore, and i'm not scene anymore really. not like i used to be, friending new people, cute emo girls, and anyone with mindless self indulgence as their profile pic. whenever i visit this page now, it gives me this highly euphoric feeling from a past that's super recent, but it feels like forever ago. 

this place was an outlet for me. where i designed layouts, begged friends to log on, messaged people. it was part of a very great time in my life, a time where i finally was coming out of my shell as a person after years of hiding. making scene friends in my school, online. playing nickasaur! and trying not to explode on everyone emotionally. i miss it.

i love you guys, even if we barely talked, even if i never saw you, even if the extent of our interaction was:

"hii~! nice pfp!

"thx! msi is my fav"

i love y'all. maybe we'll meet in the afterlife.