MIA and whats new

I get very distracted in my self loathing. Was meant to make a post but I forgot to.

I made some more YouTube videos but I don't think they're good, you can check them out if you want I don't really care... 

Music is still saving my life lmao, I really think it helps me a lot. I've been seeing a girl in the city for a while now, she's really cool and stuff but I get nervous sometimes around her. The train ride down actually makes me wanna die but I just gotta deal with it.

My retro console collection is slowly growing! I got a second PSP, a Nintendo DSi, and an old Xbox 360. I need to play on them a more... I've been using my PSP's as MP3 players or I'll load a show onto it to watch on the train/bus ride. I've been using the DSi as a camera, I'd post some of the photos I took with it but its annoying trying to set up for spacehey. The Xbox just sits next to my PC which makes me really depressed, I wanna play it more but it just falls into the same problem my PC has where I just sit at the home screen and then just turn it off or do something else.

I've kinda stopped smoking, haven't bought cigarettes in ages. I kinda miss having them just for the fact I would have something to do when I was standing around doing nothing. 

My life isn't really that interesting to have a blog about, I'll try to write another entry or make a new youtube video but I don't know what to talk about. I hope everyone is doing good out there!

Raccoon