I <3 having a personality

i used to feel disgusted with myself. i wasn't my own person, i was just pretending to have a personality. my ideas, speech, interests, and humor would change depending on who i was around. i feel so useless and like i didn't belong anywhere. now i actually have my own interests and music tastes and beliefs and personality and its so refreshing. being individual is such a relieving feeling, and it's hard to describe it to someone who's never been a blank slate before. i used to spend hours scrolling the web, trying to decide what my personality should be and now i actually have one. tbh i think im pretty cool. i mean id be friends with myself.