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Recently I left an abusive relationship of 1 year, while it sounds short he meant alot to me. My family liked him, I liked him and he liked me. After the DA and threats we separated in December. It's been 8 months since tge separation but he started getting in contact with me. After I block him he'd get someone else to contact me for him. A few months ago je showed up outside my house. I called the police and it's being handled, but im so paranoid and people call me crazy. I struggle going out, I keep looking out my curtains and I'm so stressed with nightmares. Nit only tgat but im dealing with college applications and so much paperwork and identification forms. But im going to college and I have an interview next Thursday. I'm gonna be better than he made me before he ripped me apart