my dreams lately..

so lately, i have been gettin like weird ass dreams out of nowhere............. how did i still getting it?? i prayed everytime before i sleep!! youre a liar mom 😿!!

first dream : 


so first one i have this dream where my LITTLE brother and i was a adult and one weird day - were in a old room, theres webs and creepy stuff, it was old and antique, AND OUT OF THE SUDDEN he said

"i like you"

IM SORRY??? HELLLO??????????? YOURE MY BROTHER. AND SOMEHOW WE GOT MARRIED AND OMG THAT IS SO FUCKING DIISGUSTING, IDEK M I EVEN GOT THAT DREAM, im heavily disgusted 😿😿😿

and second story

so this dream starts off on my casual life as USUAL, BUT in my dream all of the ppl there have their own butter fly parters, and i ihave one and its blue, it is indeed special to me (idk how). its just done raining, when im going home from afternoon school, i was beside the road and suddenly someone push me and i fall (ofc) and when i fell i Accidentally kind of held it, and the butterfly was dragged down with me when I fell.
i feel into the gross mud, and as i glanced to my butterfly, it was in my hand BLEEDIN.
i feel sorry, i feel guilty, and i belive - thats the end, my life depends of it, if it dies i - too. 
and theres oddly image appearde after that, its odd.

 



the latest one : 


so my family goes to the some sorta mosque today, but besides the praying area - theres some sorta hallway - long one, it has many room, all of the lights insdes r red with blurry windows - in can see someone dark figures from insides.
we walked and walked
i asked " mom, where are we going? "
she didnt answer, we stopped at one room, the lights inside were red - but no figure shadow of some one inside. the door opened a bit by someone (like some sorta guard there), i squint my eyes, i see a covered body - it was my grands. 

the guard asked us to back away a little, we did.
and i see from the blurry windows - theres two dark figures walking around - im terrefied.
as we, I go home, alone, it was night. i see two religious boys from my class. we chat a little, he led me to their little camp made with used dirt cloth, he explains that the rooms were for the elders who have -, it was made for them so they ... i dont know, i forget.
and then i woke up.

AND JUST THAT LOL, MY DREAMS R GETTIN WEIRDER AND IM TEREFIED HHAHAHAHHAHA