LORE drop because I'm boreddd

This happened a few months ago but I STILL haven't processed this shi, but like, I was just chilling my life yk? I was planning to meet up with friends that day even tho it was one of tthe lowest points in mt life LMAO and like we just chilling, walking to our bus station and I get this BRILLIANT idea (it's not. pls don't be dumb like me and PLEASE reach out if u thinking bout it) but like I litterally just went and bought a shite ton of pills lolll and like I said it was for ze family but like really I was planning to expire my life subscription ykk?? And like my other friend who's also ike mad depressed actually realised it and we got into a HUGE argument and then she left (for context at that point we were at my other friends house), and like they took the pills everythings chill me and my other friend jus talking bout life and then when I left I kindaaaa swiped the pills so yupppp

and like I thought all was good, I'm in the car with my mum (literally shaking writing this idk y), and then SUDDENLY, my mum gets a call... from my driends MUM. 

I realise what's going on, hide the pills and just leave, and like my mum was yelling at me that she's cll the cops if I left... and she did :,) not a very pleasant moment and like I just RAN, my dad was in his car following me but I just ran until I couldn't. but luckily, I was saved, becuz mz aunt drove by and she didn't know what was going on but she offered to take me with her, just go on a walk, she called my mum, all was chill we just on a walk talking bout nothing really.

But thennn when I got home, the police was chillin in our living room (⊙ > ⊙ )

not a very pleasant memory... but like basically we just talked and stuff, I had to give the pills to my parents and I had to see a fukass psychologist, who to no surprise DID NOT KNOW what the F is wrong with me, like basically he said "Yeah no frojm what ur tlling me ur life is perfect u have no issues so like girl idk what to tell u but man i have no frickin clue" and yeah! :)