my thoughts :..。♡ on fille - cannelle music video

spoilers ahead! and tw for incorrect spelling T_T might correct later #strengtheningmyliteracythroughpractice #guysitsokayto notbeperfect#letskeepgrowing hehe... also a little incoherent because it's just sharing my first draft. my #present 2 u (presence)

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no, but like before i start.... do i even pass? (working on my level up! ) so take this as you will. I just love talking about niche/ esoteric stuff in detail and having opinions there

fyi hehe, i literally just watched it like 30 minutes ago for the first time! so

My first impression (song only, listened around a month ago), I don't know why I didn't initially care so much for this song! But that was until I watched the music video, and that's when ODD EYE CIRCLE but more individualized GROWN, FILLE, LA/CITY girl, tumblr, graced itself with it's beautiful sophisticated  scream (lol trying to be more articulate). Anyone else feel the resemblence to girl front?

I was so obsessed with the directing within the first minute (and the aesthetic directing in general! everyone who knows cannelle knows she has great taste! ). The narrative gave me this sense of self realization, making dreams into a reality, confidence and exploration! Similar to the lyrics of course

the part that got my heart in a beat was when cannelle was jumping on the trampoline while the lyrics said "step your cookies up!" followed by her and girl panda bodyguards robbing the restaurant.

So I will now say something that I wish could have fit my own personal bias. 

This is absolutely no hate to cannelle, in fact, I admire her so much for how true she is to herself and it is amazing to see how much she can accomplish. just know this is all to be taken lightheartedly.

You know how I focused on the first minute? It's just, what happened afterwards felt kind of bland to me? To anyone who wants a description of what happens, basically afterwards the girlies are riding their (expensive i think) blue car down LA,  (,I think throwing the money they have in the air) along with framing similar shots from the first minute into thist second half aswell, of course in a aesthetically beautiful way.

Maybe I just don't generally resonate with things resembling flex culture, so maybe that's why the reality and ideology which is being represented and embodied in cannelle's form of expression doesn't stick to me so much! She's a true leo though and it's her truth so I fully respect that! I had to think about her robbing that store. What does the store represent? Could it represent her followers? Why is she stealing?

 I realized it could be a cute conceptualization, like taking what you are owed!  I think it portrays a sense of confidence and strength. Like she said in her lyrics in french, she's not that little girl anymore. Maybe it's sort of that mindset of manifestation, you are what you think you deserve.

My first thought wasn't what I just wrote, in fact, I just conceptualized this concept by writing this down! So what did I think?

I was confused because I was wondering, why do you need to steal? I didn't see steal as in copy, but more like not having enough ? ..... it was like... there was this sense of  overpowering the place where she got her pedastal from (getting value from followers?) It reminded me of the rich people at the top in capitalism, or a monarchy where the king is deemed most valuable and the working class is it's crutch. It's like, doesn't stealing have a connectation of not having enough , why can't you just make your own currency vibe!

But at the same time, I think there is real truth in this from a place that isn't greed or vanity or lack. I guess when you think about it, she just wants to and knows she is born to shine bright. She know she has all it takes to show her worth and represent herself as a star, so that sense of knowing what she knows she is owed.

I used to watch this guy called doelowthepilotman in 2018 and he would talk a lot about esoteric concepts and metaphysical state of beings, so from that perspective, she is ready to take about lots of space as a star! She is confident in her ideology and herself and is simply creating bodies for her spirit, the same metaphyiscs related to the christian concept of father, son and holy spirit. We are all spirits in bodies! And I believe, and doelow preached, about how what the bible says was basically about all of our metaphysical experience as a spirit. 

Doelow would talk about spiritual warfare and people fighting for space (he would explain that space is our individual spirit). I think things like flex culture and heirarchies and warfare and needing to fight for space on a spiritual level (because there's not enough, but more like probably because people are uncreative aka all trying to squish into the same light/space) makes me really sad, it seems like such an animalistic concept, a space where love is a weapon to give you wins, and that people decay and dissintigrate because they don't take up enough space (Maybe its not a sad truth, maybe it just is? Maybe those who dissinigrate become whole with the universe and can have a peace, because there is no longer friction due to the division between your space to another persons space)

.Maybe in human design, doelow is a power perspective guy, i wonder if cannelle is also? maybe I'll check with a guessed birth time! In human design, power perspective. Maybe it's also a very prominent leo perspective thing. Doelow also has a leo rising, and cannelle is a leo sun (i dont remember if she has other leo placements)... there is no more nuance to backup my corellation between leo's and this concept of shining bright and taking up space because just look at the sun in the middle of our solar system!

To me, as a #librarising, as a #virgo11thhouse #sun and #venus, as a #personal_perspective.... my thought is less like this and more like.... we can all just be true to ourselves as is true to us and we will shine naturally. we dont need to fight for space. we dont need to have a bigger win than others, or blingbling that clearly signals to others i have worth, and my worth is valuable. Maybe some really want to say this. This is their calling That flashing brilliance itches a part of their mind in exhillerating ways.

 But I want to see how all the individualized girlies shine in their own unique colour, in their hue (plays colors by loona not offical version). I'm so curious! I want to see all the colours! All the nuances that is true to each person. How there is so many resources in this world, and how people can access these resources, and take what is most valuable to them, don't make themselves small., dream big, curate with true love and honesty. A lot of girlies can shine bright, in their difference and in their multiple spectrums coexisting together. #sagmoon2ndhouse (=#abundanceinresources)

Like how you are in a beautiful MMO like lineplay, there are all these nuanced gachas for everyone to play! Which ones call you? Which combinations pull at your heartstrings?  #marketsenviroment

So then what would my truth if I were to remix what cannelle has brought into existense? 

Let's make up different scenarios, my human design reference (imagine im doing some jp magical girl chants and there are chimes and jewels i activate which follows an activation sequence coloured by the higherdimensional metaphorical concepts , aka called colors, funneled by "human design" concepts)

♡ I would have loved if it showed her jumping into a vortex (like jumping into a pool!!!!!!! and coming out on the other side like in love cherry motion pls!) and exploring more of her world! a different location to the other clips but still with a similar sensibility!... like for example, most of her bgs had a blue/purple hue, instead, the location where she flexes is maybe with a black bg or pink (giving rihanna weed birthday cake or idk im just extra rn)... 

is my idea fleshed out? probably not

second idea!

♡ exploring different rooms of hers .... some sort of magical component... like using some super cute flip phone or computer pink decoed out! to order magical items and glam stuff and like eye effects and wings and stuff....like using the money! 

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this is all so interesting and is leading me to further ideas. Did this video show her interpretation and relationship with money and value? What is , to her, the most beautiful thing to show or communicate with this form of currency / value?

I realized her emphasis was probably more about self worth in general! to people who she knows thinks she should stay small for example.

Whereas what I would want to have expressed with the metaphysical concept of the money after "stepping it up", is what you unlock with the value! And how value and currency can unlock further nuances about oneself! That's what I realized about myself if that makes sense!

Cannelle's video feels more like being in that process of becoming a pro at aquiring value, and what she is able to do now. To show how she is currently or has aspired to be abundant of value,self confidence, or "keys".

The fact that she already had all the clothes, already had that car, maybe it was just another day for her as a girl who already has it all!

Guys.... (♡´艸`)you just watched me interpret things in the present moment, so yes please interpret everything for yourself aswell! You don't know how much fun this was to go through all these thoughts! Again I write this with love for self exploration, for beauty and being true to yourself. Cannelle, thank you for being so true to yourself in what you do. We need more people like you. I believe the future world will be one where you will need to take up more space to thrive, which means being true yourself.

This writing in itself was me channeling me being true to myself, cultivating thought and nuance for beauty! It was a moment of immersion, of being in the present moment #uranusgate20gemini #2027_0degmutablecross!!! 

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thank you so much if you have read this far! it was sososososososo fun thank you again to cannelle. In potential future posts, should I add pics and more images/pic/gif dividers inbetween my text? Let me know!

Let's stay true to ourselves and keep straying from homogenization! Unlock your heart and unravel an abundance so beautiful and refreshing, heart badazzling, and with love. #diorama_yves

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