i really hate my brother

he is the only person i dont respect and i really dont like him he changed a lot over the years from being my best friend to someone i cant recognize. he is basically a loser who cant socialize without his keyboard and i basically feel like i have the same brother as nagisa in lolipop or a bullet but my brother wont be kind nor supporting or anyone i can look up for, the only similar parts are that they are both unemployed smart kids who "fell off' i guess, he is so lame i cant even believe thats him and i hate him for that. he cant take care of himself is still in need of my mother even though he is not underage anymore literally legal you would say, but still is childish plays childish games with the kids that are 5 to 10 years younger than him by games i mean when our childhood friends come over he acts all lame and not a genuine adult you can be proud of or someone you can proudly say is supporting you i hate him for that maybe i would end up same for my younger sister but i dont want to end up like him i wish he could move out of our house and find his life out in the wild without the need of my mom for support i really fucking hate him he is a loser with no self respect

jule 26, 10:05PM