Fine shyt pt2 (feat. Delusions)

IT WAS MEANT TO BEEE ISTG I AM NOT GOING CRAZY i say as i get dragged into the padded room..

No but fr, I can not make ts up. So the first time I ever see this man is at a youth hub, there was an event "youth music festival" that wasn't t meant to be hosted at the youth hub but was bc of the weather. So basically there r loads of teen bands and free food, and lots more activities.. but I see this beautiful beautiful man..😻 he was wearing cool pants.

So, basically.. I think he is cute, but atp I don't rlly have a crush on him bc I think this is gonna be the first time ever seeing him and that I will NEVER see him again. I really wanted to compliment his pants but was too scared too bc it was a huge group of older boys. This is probably the only reason why I actually remembered him after this day.

SO... this is where i start to say "it was meant to be" .. it gets worse, this is only the beginning. 

Everywhere the group I was hanging out with went, nearly everywhere we went, his group followed.. not all the time but most of the time his group could be seen. Which is already weird? 

But then, after about a month.. i see him at work. Heh. He was looking at me the whole time.. even when I was being served, I saw the girly pop serving me look back behind me.. almost confused.. guess who she was looking at.. HIM and he was looking at me! Atp I finally have a crush on him.

After that, I stop seeing him work on Sundays.. but 1 day, I came back into town after shopping, I was in da car.. I saw 1 of the fine shyts (I had 2 at the time) so as soon as I get home, I walk into town hoping I see fineshyt#2 but I missed him and was like "awh man.. well I already made it this far" I walk to og crushes work and he is there.. ON A SATURDAY (btw atp I have been visiting on Sundays for like 3 weeks and he hasn't been there) 

It was like the universe was saying "nahh" to shyt 2 so I could be w shyt 1 .. so epic.. BUT u see... as he was working on this Saturday, he walked from behind the counter.. walked the the lollipops that were like 2 meters from me and was pretending to do smth when he wasn't (??? He was literally js looking at lollipops for what felt like ages) then turned to me and said "i can serve u.. yk.. if u want me too" (BTW before this <the first time i saw him at work>, I looked him in the eye and walked to the other worker, so this time he might have been trying to stop this from happening..) so he serves me.. and we js stop, waiting for my payment to load.. we stand there looking at each other.. both with a slight smile on our faces.. (almost like that scene from gnomeo and juliet.. ifykyk..)  it wasn't a huge smile but it was there.. and he looked at his lil screen and said it was ok for me to leave bc it had loaded. 

A few more things happened afterwards but I'm not bothered to write it down.